So, a little over two months ago, one of my good friends at work left to take another job. I know he did it for all the right reasons and it sounds like he’s made a great decision for him and his family…but right now, I REALLY wish he was here! He implemented some big changeds before he left, and now he’s gone….and I’m a little freaked out trying to fill his shoes, in even a small way!
Tim and I were discussing it the other night and he said, “Two years ago, who would have thought that Jason leaving would impact your job more than it would mine?” And it’s so true. Two years ago, I didn’t want him to leave, selfishly, because I didn’t want it to throw a bunch more stuff on Tim’s already overflowing plate. But now? The hole he left (and it’s a pretty sizable hole, at least to me) is definitely affecting me more than Tim.
I’m sitting here online, trying to find graphics for a magazine I have NO idea how to graphically do. I’m trying to design something that makes sense, and I feel like a blind person in a dark room. So, I’m a little freaked out. Do I like that people have faith in me? Sure. But wow…this is a lot…and I’m a lot unsure about what to do and how to make it look.
I know it’s a strange blog post, but it’s what is on my heart right now. Hopefully it will turn out looking okay and making sense….
wish me luck!